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Suggest?

Yay! I love to see it. I briefly looked into it this summer but then I got distracted and lost track

Stuffed inside of a bag he put himself in.

I mean those are probably better ways to incite a civil war than by provoking protestors.

But what do I know

I sort of wonder what this does to his brain.

Like he’s antisocial/narcissistic knows his policies are unpopular, but still powers through because he gets what he wants anyway.

But the ego in his head has gotten be doing little shit that’s making him think: “I’m going to nuke this stadium when I get back to the office.”

Oh. Well I’m not gonna be out that long.

I hope.

Uhoh. It really depends on how well I do and it is not well so far.

That’s a good point, but humans are basically stupid animals.

You can predict them to do something unpredictable

Man quetiapine just made me panic and feel like I couldn’t breathe. Actually there are a shit ton of “sedating” medications that do that to me thinking about it.

Except of course benzos, but thanks to those being cross tolerant with z drugs, they really gotta pump those in me to work at all.

I’ve had a little success with clonodine.

I remember abilify completely shut off my ability to think. Still had emotions, just no reasoning.

People talk about Dating being this thing that’s easy to do. Yeah. Maybe if you had any choice over what was and wasn’t difficult.

Im thinking about walking into therapy tomorrow and just asking “do I have to work if I’m just gonna be miserable anyway?”

:)

And the kind of resistance they expect is still possible.

But you will never hear about it from a story. If you do, it’s probably false.

If they do, they were always going to flip. They just needed a better pocket lining.

Wait

I’m abnormally sensitive about rejection because of my AuADHD?

What the flipping fuck. Fuck this shit. What drugs just turn off my brain so I can just be a blob of flesh until I die of old age since they don’t like how often I complain about existence being so goddamn difficult.

Hmm. Uhoh.

I’m out on FMLA. Am I even going to have a job when I get back?

Hungry people can’t think. Hungry people can’t fight. Hungry people eventually stop being a barrier to power.

Same with the sick.

They really don’t have an end goal beyond that. They want to take what they please, and enjoy killing some people in the process.

It confirms my theory that they are desperately trying to implement the mass killing of people.

The political violence they wanted isn’t happening. The dropping vaccine rates isn’t fast enough. And now people aren’t starving as they should be.

That indicates to me that they are finding out just how hard it is to kill 268,000,000 people. It might have something to do with the fact that 268,000,000 are more than enough to keep themselves alive.

Translation: “The GOP really can’t afford for democratic socialism to spread throughout the country. We will be labeled as criminals, called evil, jailed as terrorists and violaters of human rights. The wealthy will be less wealthy. The poorest will have more needs net. This is unacceptable!”

Fixing all the damage they caused. Since they can’t do that, it’s the penultimate.

See that’s the thing with me.

To me, justice isn’t served until the institutions they tried to destroy are the ones used to punish them. It’s like the penultimate form of justice.

Yes. It’s for show. The end result is the same. But to the people, we can witness it, and remind ourselves that these institutions of justice and government are meant to serve the many, and not the few.

But part of me also really just wants to use thermite to cut through a big steel bunker door

I’m more of a proponent on getting these criminals out of their bunkers, giving them a trial, then permanently sealing the bunkers after removing luxuries.

And unless there is something I dont know about the construction of these bunkers, they are never impossible to break into.

Yes. It very well could. In fact a lot of people are preparing for that. And what makes me chuckle at that is that the billionaires think they can survive in their super fancy bunkers.